I have found that pushing a cart through the store and loading groceries on a conveyor belt makes me exhausted in ways my vocabulary cant adequately describe.
Though it is a very painful experience I am grateful that I have this magical life to live. These experiences whether good or bad are better than none at all.
One day I will look back at moments like these and use what I have learned to empathize and inspire and to help others help themselves.
It gets better, we get stronger, we learn and we grow from it. If we put our positive vibes into the universe they will return to us.