Where am I am today? I am in a I fucking hate this life kind of mood. I feel like utter shit! I am tired of feeling this way. I can’t feel my fingers and toes, earlier I couldn’t feel my face. I am stressed beyond imagination and I feel like all of my hopes and dreams have been stolen from me. I feel robbed. I feel like I am living in this shell of a body, I am so angry. I try and I push and I do my best to make the best of every moment. Times like these, times like these long moments I despise the cards that have been dealt to me. It fucking sucks, there is no other way to describe it.